Elton One

It is very rare that I find a job for which I can apply with the qualifications I have. This is so very frustrating and demoralising. Worse is that twice in the last year jobs I have applied for have been withdrawn after my application has been accepted, once after I attended an interview and got a call offering me the job.

Someone please give me a job and stop making my life a misery. Please.

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So I made myself a blog. Problem is, there’s not much to put in it. Or at least I have no motivation to put anything in it (it’s not easy to find things to talk about when you spend 70% of the day in bed and the other 30% staring at stuff). This has led me to the question “why do I even have a blog?” and the only answer I can come up with is “because I have things I want people to see”.

A lot of the time though I get depressed because the really interesting, insightful, meaningful things people talk about take a back seat, and the things I have to say are heard and forgotten in favour of something less depressing. So I am rarely motivated to even produce or blog anything.

Just leaves another question: what am I going to do with these 22000 39000 photographs, these unfinished songs and all these sketches?